Syonotnya! Dia da boleh meniarap!=D

Dalam usaha mengeluarkan tgn
Fahim cuba keluarkan tgn knn dengan menaikkn punggung setinggi yg boleh!
Umi abi, Fahim berjaya! hihi Fahim yg sngt xcited smpi menyembur2 air liur!



Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah! Tk tergambar perasaan dan naluri aku sbg seorg umi, apabila melihat buah hati pengarang jantung aku ni da bule meniarap! Tengokla cubaan-cubaan yg dia lakukan. Nasib baik kami dgr ckp org tua, jgn tolong bila baby nk cuba meniarap. Sbbnya, kita akn hargai sngt2 momen bilamana si kecil ni buat benda tu dngn usaha lelah sendiri! 2,3 hari sebelum ni mmg da nmpak dia cuba nk meniarap tp setakat mengiring ke kanan n ke kiri. Tp ptg semalam, masa aku leka di dapur, hubby jerit dari living room bagitaw yg Fahim Amzar da start angkat bahu tuk terbalikkan badan.

Hubby ckp dia x perasan yg Fahim da mcmtu sbb dok khusyuk bacakn islamic story pd Fahim. Toleh sebelah, tgok ank tgh berusaha nk meniarap! Gembira sngt sbb so far, Fahim dapat membesar dgn sihat dan tally dgn perkembangan normal baby seusia dia! So, yesterday after living for about 4 months, 8 days; Fahim can now roll over; flip over his body from back to front! Yg best tu, lepas berjaya in first try, second try dia buat sekejap je! Masa fisrt try, Fahim ada problem nk keluarkn tgn kanan. Dia mcm berhati2 sngt tp in his 2nd try, jd cepat sbb dia da tahu cara! I personally think that he is a fast-learner!

This was the best reward 4 me! Sbbnya, Fahim demam selsema lepas hntr dia ke nursery dan dia agak meragamlah sampaikan aku n hubby pun turut sama dijangkiti virus tu dr dia! So smlm bila kami semua sembuh sikit, Fahim berikn 'hadiah' brmakna ni buat kami! TQ syg, umi n abi tersaaangaaaatla gembira! Sbnrya, awal2 aku risau sikit sbb Fahim lebih suka nk belajar duduk terus! Asal pangku dia mcm style nk nyusu, dia mulalah tolak badan dia ke depan, bila pangku duduk pulak, dia mula pula hayunkan bdn ke depan ke belakang smpai buat aku terpikir, dia x brminat nk meniarap ke? Bila time baring, dia cuba tolak badan dia ke atas mcm kita nk bangun dr baring tu! Haiisyyhhh, mcm2 kan Fahim ni!?

Tapi, bila tgok Fahim da meniarap ni, umi x kisah dah klu Fahim nk belajar duduk pula lepas ni! =D

Perjalanan Sudahpun Bermula!

Semalam dah jumpa SV so bermakna, secara rasminya semalam dah bermulalah perjalanan rasmi aku sebagai pelajar PhD. Secara x rasmi dah lama bermula sebelum aku preggy lagi tapi masa tu org kata not in a serious move laaa. huhu. Boleh pula mcm tu ek?

Aku sebenarnya cuba nak propose tajuk sendiri tapi SV mcm x berapa nak setuju walaupun dia cakap dia open untuk bincang dengan aku. To me, dia lebih suka kalau aku buat tajuk yang dia cadangkan. Aku bukannya x nak buat tajuk dia, cuma aku nak cuba dulu dengan tajuk aku sendiri. So, prof minta aku beri time-frame bila aku boleh tunjukkan hasil daripada perbincangan aku dengan dia berkenaan tajuk yg aku propose tu. Max period, within 2 weeks la, tu tempoh yg terbaik aku boleh bagi sbb akupun x nak drag masa byk sngt nanti aku gak yang rugi!

Kalau aku nilai pro n con antara tajuk sendiri n tajuk SV, bnyk benda yg aku kene buat if aku insist tuk buat tajuk sendiri sedangkan tajuk SV tu, aku da bule mulakan experiment kat hospital! Bak kate prof, tajuk aku tu at least memerlukan ground study from 3 to 6 months and dia sendiri x boleh nak guide bnyk since bidang tu di luar daripada usual works dia. Okay, part yg x boleh nk guide byk tu la yg aku x brapa nk suka tu. Sebabnya, klu dia boleh guide byk2, tkdela aku jadi mcm anak ayam kehilangan ibunya! Apa gunanya istilah SV klu dia x supervise n guide dgn baikkan?

Fahim oh Fahim!

Semalam mencatat sejarah peribadi aku. Buat pertama kalinya aku berpisah dgn permata jantung aku, Muhammad Fahim Amzar setelah hidup bersama selama 4 bulan 1 hari! huhu. Ikutkan hati, nak je kelek fahim ke mana aku pergi tapi maafkan umi sayang, umi ada tnggungjwb lain yg perlu digalasi. Walaumcmnapun, Fahim dan abi Fahim tetap menjadi priority dlm hidup umi!(^_^). Terfikir gak aku mcmnala ibu-ibu lain yg dah masuk bekerja sebaik shj cuti bersalin 2 bulan tu tamat! Tabahnya mereka semua tu!

Org ckp, ank lelaki ni kuat menyusu. Aku x pasti sejauh mana 'kuatnya' Fahim menyusu sampailah semalam, owner taska tu beritahu"Nida, pam susu byk sikit yee. Fahim ni kuat sangat menyusu!" Huhu. Buat pertama kalinya jgk, Fahim minum formula milk. Aku n hubby mmg da standby setin Enfalac takut2 Fahim demand lebih. Minta maafla anak umi syg, hasrat nak buat exclusive breastfeed tidak kesampaian di sbbkan susu bdn umi ni berkurangan lately. 5 botol susu perah:2 botol susu formula utk tempoh 11jam, total dlm 35 oz. Kuat jgk anak aku ni menyusu rupanya....tu belum kira dia balik rumah aku bagi direct feeding and nursing him till late!

Paling menggembirakan hati bila dengar owner taska tu puji Fahim. Alhamdulillah. Lega sangat dengar. Fahim dengar cakap aku rupanya. Walaupun dia baby lagi, tapi naluri ibu yg suka menasihat anak, sudahpun aku praktikkan pd Fahim. Fahim; yg memahami; yg bijaksana. Sebagaimana maksud nama diberi,seperti itu jugalah yg umi harapkn dr mu wahai anakku! Mudah-mudahan Fahim berterusan baik di taska sana ya! Amiiiiiiiin!

Disebabkn stok susu yg semakin berkurangan, aku da google mcmna nk increase milk supply ni. Too many options tp maybe aku ambil yg paling mudah utk aku gunakan. Heard about Feenugreek's benefit, so maybe i'll consider to buy it! Fahim syg, umi akn berusaha ke arah exclusive BF yaaa! And need to add more protein in my diet plan. Actually, x diet pun sbb perut ni asyik lapar je. Org tua kata, menyusukan budak mmg kuat makan. Anyway, still kena jg badan supaya fit and sihat selalukan? Nk dptkn balik berat bdn dulu; which is 46kg(before pregnant), teramatlaa impossible! So, yg berat skrg ni la(51-54kg) kene maintain supaya x obes! Dulu punyala susah nk gain weight tp skrg, asal mkn byk jer, berat dr 51kg boleh terus mencanak naik 54kg dlm masa seminggu lebih! Mmg kena alert selalu!=p

So, today, Fahim stays with me, x hantar taska. Merayu kat hubby minta Fahim stay. Lagipun, daftar kat Fakulti esok, so harini lepak2 rumah sambil nk baca proposal Ph.D yg telah lama ditinggalkn; adalah dekat 5 bulan. Mak aiihh lamakan?! Ya Allah ya tuhanku, permudahkanlah urusan kehidupanku dan hari akhiratku! Semoga aku dapat memikul setiap tnggjwb yg diamanahkan dengan cemerlang! Amin amin Ya rabbal A'lamin...

Hybernation Ends!

Yezzzaaa! Finally, my 'hybernation' period is ended now! I'm back in action. >_< Lama gila x update blog. My dearie blog, I'm so sorry that I could not entertain you for the past..(am counting..last written here July'09 till June'10...that would make...emmm..11 months)..WHAT, 11 months...?! Ok, that's really a shocking figure I must say!

So what happened 2 me during that time?! (Ada ke org nk tahu? haha..Anyway, "ada aku kisah?"<--kasar la bahasa ni, saje nk test, kesimpulannya, x syukeee..) Briefly, I was pregnant, gave birth to a cute baby boy named Muhammad Fahim Amzar(>_<), been thru confinement period and survived successfully (did I?) and am taking unpaid leave for another 2 months (which is going to be ended this June) just to look after my precious one!

Good news is: I'm getting better in parenting skills! get to spend lots n lots of time with my baby Fahim; 4 months in a row, how i wish i could get more...=(. Living with my hubby 'together gether' (<-- this is wrong ok?)for about 5 months now and another 3 years to come (I'm going to study in UKM Bangi)!YeaY!!! How happy n delightful I am at the moment! Alhamdulillah!

Anyhow, the real test will begin this July. I'm going to be a student again! Right now, I'm thinking how can I juggle study and family at the same time? I mean, we're now three; there's a baby that needs 200% attention and love along the time! Ya ALLAH, give me strength to overcome any obstacles ahead!

At this point, I do think that time management is really important!!!

Okie dokie, here r some pictures of my precious baby. (>_<). njoy =)

July, 26 2009...Majlis Kesyukuran

Please Stay.....

Estrella-Stay lyrics

Dedicate this song to my hubby...Stay by Estrella.

Life is harsh, sometimes.... but most of the times, it's sweet, beautiful and charming if you look at positive sides. Never let ourselves break the connection with the Almighty, that's the rule of thumb.

Anyway, I just love this song, so sweeeeeeettt! And it suits very well with my current situation...

"Please stay...", that's the line I'll use in the end of week to my dearest hubby. Some of you would already knew that we are practicing what they usually call it as "PJJ: Perhubungan Jarak Jauh". As for now, we can only be patient and think positive. I'm working in Batu Pahat and he is in KL. Distance is merely a measurement between one place and another but it's the unseen connection that ties us together....Wahahaha, what a romantic line coming genuinely from the bottom of my heart....

Loyalty is another attribute that will make any relationship stays longer. To my sweet hubby; we both know it's difficult not to live together but we do believe when that time comes, it will be the sweetest thing happen to our life! All these are the tests from Allah. And as I promised to you, I don't want to be a crybaby, I'll become stronger than any wives in this world! You can count on my promises!(^*^)

Lyrics-Stay by Estrella

Sounds straight from the twilight
Has me up all night I can’t
Fall asleep coz I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow, outside my window
And it’s you!

c/o
All my sorrows flew away,
Hush keep quiet hear me say
I don’t ever want you to go
Please stay

With the moonlight dancing free
And there’s no one but you and me
There’s no reason to go astray
Please stay

-bridge
Making up a story
It’s the way you’re looking at me
If you think that this is funny
It’s just you

Try and think about it
If your heart is closed don’t lock it
Keep your keys back in your pocket, think this through

Repeat c/o

Iljimae...my new crushing drama!YEAY!

I first watched Lee Jun Ki in My Girl. At that time, he wasn't the lead actor though I did hope he would end up with the heroin, Yoo Rin(Lee Da Hae)...urmmmmmm, any objections on that?hehe...I understand that most of the My Girl's fan would rather choose Gong Chan(Lee Dong Wook)over Jun Ki...am i right?

Speaking about Korean dramas, ever since I landed myself in Bolehland, I don't hv pretty much time to watch any latest Korean dramas/movies(since I don't have an internet connection at home i'm becoming slower and outdated, believe me!) and lately, I found the selection of Korean dramas broadcast on air were quite bored until 8TV do a good job by putting the Il Ji Mae! YeaY!!!

I love the storyline(a Robinhood drama look-alike but...in a Korean style, that's how I conclude it), eventhough it's not twisted here n there and you can even predict what will happen next! Nevertheless, to me, it's because of the way Jun Ki live up the character!It's fresh and honest!Jun Ki was quite 'girlish' back then when he was in My Girl but in Il Ji Mae, he has transformed to be sooo manly! You go MAN!

And another thing I do enjoy the most is the Il Ji Mae's soundtrack!One of my fav is "A Flower's Message(Hwa Shin)" sang by Park Hyo Shin, to me this is the sweetest song among all, "(In Yun) sang by Woong San, Lonely Footsteps(this melody will be played when Jun Ki is sad,flashback his painful childhood memories...I just love this soundtrack since it's so touching and very inspiring...!) and Plum Blossom(can be heard when he's watching the plum blossom or when he is with the Eun Chae<--I think I spell the name correctly..). There are loads of other beautiful songs in the soundtrack and I bet you would enjoy them as much as I do!
To tear-easy girls out there who haven't watched this drama, just prepare the tissues, will ya?